“I appeal to you for my son Onesimus, whom I have begotten while in my chains, 11 who once was unprofitable to you, but now is profitable to you and to me. 12 I am sending him back. You therefore receive him, that is, my own heart, 13 whom I wished to keep with me, that on your behalf he might minister to me in my chains for the gospel. 14 But without your consent I wanted to do nothing, that your good deed might not be by compulsion, as it were, but voluntary. 15 For perhaps he departed for a while for this purpose, that you might receive him forever, 16 no longer as a slave but more than a slave, a beloved brother, especially to me but how much more to you, both in the flesh and in the Lord. 17 If then you count me as a partner, receive him as you would me. 18 But if he has wronged you or owes anything, put that on my account. 19 I, Paul, am writing with my own hand. I will repay, not to mention to you that you owe me even your own self besides. 20 Yes, brother, let me have joy from you in the Lord; refresh my heart in the Lord.” Philemon 1:10-20 NKJV
Father of all,
I remember reading a book by Patricia St John called twice freed. At the time I didn’t realise didn’t realise it was written for children and that is was about Onesimus the young slave mentioned in Pauls letter to Philemon. I only remember weeping when he was freed from slavery to sin and then slavery to man. Truly free.
It doesn’t often get noticed this little personal letter of Paul’s. It tells the story of a runaway slave finding faith. Becoming a servant to Paul by choice and then agreeing to go back to face up to his past. I like to believe that Philemon honoured Pauls request not to punish him or enslave him. I like to imagine Onesimus found his place in the fellowship, found employment and purpose. We have to put our trust in Philemon and his fellowship.
Can people put there trust in us and our church not to judge and condemn? Can they put their trust in us to welcome them in and help? Whatever their past. I can’t remember who said to me once, that You Lord, may trust us with someone who stretches our faith first before You grow our church . . .
We do not need to change people when they come, just love them. You do the work of grace in their lives in their own time. Thank You for the patience You had and have had with me Lord. Setting me free. Give me patience and kindness.
In Jesus name we pray, Amen.
Worship Thursday 18th December 2025
Amazing grace how sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now am found
Was blind but now I see
Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And Grace my fears relieved
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are gone I’ve been set free
My God my Saviour has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love amazing Grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures
Chorus
The Earth shall soon
Dissolve like snow
The Sun forbear to shine
But God who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine.
Chorus
Lyrics: Isaac Newton
New chorus and verse: Chris Tomlin.